friend - ship

i can never foreseen this is coming along the way, never could have know that our friendship can end this way. Didnt people always said - your friends will always be by your side? I guess not in this situation...do i felt betrayal? not really, coz this is not a matter of betrayal, is about the matter of being honestly? ofcoz, it is our fault at first, we admitted it, and you gave us a chance, but seems like you are desperate to take away the chances you gave it to us initially...to take it back urgently is like trying to stab and kill us straight away. i tried understanding us, since is our fault at first, but, i also tried to put myself into your shoes..seriously, if i am you, i would have give u another few weeks to sort it out, not to just say NO and take it away. Yes, i am in anger, i felt like there is no reasons this should be continuing...

I JOEY YAP, announce our friendship DEAD at 11 of October 2010

a new change?

spent hours last night on the job hunting website trying to hunt some job down, i m being quite positive and energetic this time since this place that i m currently working at no longer give me any reasons or hope to stay anymore...and just early this morning i received a phone call from one of the business, thank GOD i happened to woke up at that time to answer the natures call n guess this is call fate where usually i set my phone on total silent with no voice or vibration at all...passed the phone interview n i was invited to attend their group interview this thurs!!!

to be honest, i m at the stage of uncertainty...not exactly sure i m doing the right thing or not. Deep down at my heart i wanted to have a career change, had enough of walking around the gaming floor doing nothing n pushing chairs...this, is probably something that i m looking forward to - to sit down on my butt for 8 hours. XD (call me a lazy ass and i will definitely tell you I AM!) what also make my current job unstayable is THEY WILL NOT APPROVE MY ANNUAL LEAVE TIL JAN. why why why??????? definitely make me look forward to this interview and them hiring me..............I AM SUPER DUPER DESPERATE FOR A NEW JOB, A NEW CHANGE PERHAPS.

family and friends, please wish me luck...GOD, please answer my prayer and guide me thru all these decision...amen!

9.11

11 September, hmm what does it mean to me? the incident of 911 in america? Err...dont think it got anything to do with me. I guess is just another ordinary day for me, another very lazy ordinary day for me....*guilty* but somehow i managed to kick myself out from the bed, get change and tram out to the city to do whateva that need to be done,well mostly grocery shopping! sometimes i think i enjoyed grocery shopping more than the retail therapy like wat all the girls like, til the end of the day, the shoes, the tops, the bags and whateva that u wear on yourself will go outdated, but if you buy any groceries, u will damn make sure you finish it before it get outdate, right?

Then my night in the city pretty much ended in having a educating session with MrH, his sister and MsV...not exactly sure if i m educating them the right thing, but at least those are the things that i think it will work out the best for everyone, it is just the matter of them listening to it or not...which most people wont, just because everyone got a different size of brain?

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Spent a rather productive day today just by staying at home =), thanks to my previous 3 days of working I knocked out to bed at 10pm last night!!! but for some reason both me and mr.A worked up feeling very thirsty at 3am this morning...mr.A was blaming on my 'too much msg' cooking...arghhh, wat izzit got to do with me...? i was just trying to cooked him a yummy dinner ma...

oh wellz, after my 12hours of sleep, finally got to woke up very energeticly on my 1st day off out of 3!! decided i should just stay home and finish all the errand that i should be doing few days ago. the other reason that i get to do that is Mr. A finally started working on his new job, YAYYY!! Hope he is having a good time at work, eat on time and not have to worry about so much unnessary stuff out of work...oh, the other reason that i m happy about him starting work is alll because i can finally spend my dayoff at home ALONE.

Yes, I am a terrible girlfriend, i dont want to spend time with my boyfriend, hahahhaha. Seriously, who will believe me? All my friends knew that i cant live without Mr.A, wherever he goes, i am like a sticky tap tapping next to him ^^

o i missed him already~ mr.A when are you coming home?!

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so tired from work today, but still managed to have the energy to organise for my online purchase payment after my dinner (b^^) thumbs up for the great work!

been working considered quite alot these few weeks, last shift tomorrow, cant wait for tomorrow to come so i can finish the 8 working hours QUICKLY. My debts is pilling up...seriously i am worried about when am i going to clear all my debts and start earning and saving for myself?...Guessed this question is going to be remained unknown for a while.............

back to blogging

I am back to blogging!! =)





I think i was gonna give up blogging, but revisited south yarra today had made me wanted to blog again!!!!





there were so much memories recalled today, memories of me first visited Melbourne, memories of me in my old apartment just a few street behind chapel st, memories of me spending so much time onn blogging...I really missed those days, but dont get me wrong, i don't wanted to go back to those days. I am really happy with my current life now, life is harder but i am happier. Indeed I actually enjoyed more of these days when I can spent my time wondering around in the city, sitting in a cafe playing with my iphone and having a cup of cuppa.





what else can you ask for? seriously for me, a pieceful life.




my favourite coffee place in south yarra - Amici.